Brackenshade
Apr 27, 2020 19:13:44 GMT -5
Post by Blue Apples on Apr 27, 2020 19:13:44 GMT -5
brackenshade
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Try to Survive, keep my spirit alive.. but
Bracken given for his tabby pelt shade given for his reclusive personality
Sex: Tom
Orientation: Heterosexual, Biromantic
Age: 18 moons
Rank: Warrior
Division: Leafclaw
Heritage: Leafclaw-Fernclaw mix
Mentor: (Open)
Apprentice: [Likely will never have one]
Father - Birchstalk, black-silver tabby tom, Fernclaw
Littermates - Bushpaw, grey tabby tom, Leafclaw
Other Siblings - None
Current Romance(s): ---
Former Romance(s): ---
Has children with [Name]
Known Relatives
His fighting skills are average, however Brackenshade will run from a fight if he can.
His social skills are below average due to his mental state.
There is no attribute of his which stands out as exceptional.
Sex: Tom
Orientation: Heterosexual, Biromantic
Age: 18 moons
Rank: Warrior
Division: Leafclaw
Heritage: Leafclaw-Fernclaw mix
Mentor: (Open)
Apprentice: [Likely will never have one]
Family Bloodline
Italicized = deceased
Mother - Sundrop, dark ginger spotted tabby bi-color she-cat, LeafclawFather - Birchstalk, black-silver tabby tom, Fernclaw
Littermates - Bushpaw, grey tabby tom, Leafclaw
Other Siblings - None
Current Romance(s): ---
Former Romance(s): ---
Has children with [Name]
- Name, Desc., division
Known Relatives
- Unknown
- Name, Relation, Mother/Father's side, Desc., division
Physical Well-being
His hunting skills are below average, he tends to hesitate too much.Brackenshade is a pale colored mackerel tabby tom with dull hazel-brown eyes. His build is light and small, with a kit-like round face and a very soft muzzle. His legs are just long enough to pass for a Leafclaw trait, but he carries no other known traits for either division.
His voice matches his body, being small and soft-spoken. He stumbles over his words and sentence flow, often droning on and on and talking himself in circles. When Brackenshade raises his voice to a screech, it is loud and cracked, taking on a simultaneous hostile and fearful tone.
Skills
His voice matches his body, being small and soft-spoken. He stumbles over his words and sentence flow, often droning on and on and talking himself in circles. When Brackenshade raises his voice to a screech, it is loud and cracked, taking on a simultaneous hostile and fearful tone.
Skills
His fighting skills are average, however Brackenshade will run from a fight if he can.
His social skills are below average due to his mental state.
There is no attribute of his which stands out as exceptional.
Emotional Well-Being
Mental Well-Being
Brackenshade is a tom plagued with many anxieties, some are easier to handle than others, but if pushed too far with them he is known to violently lash out. It is rare that this happens, he takes precautions to make sure of it.
These precautions are sticking to a strict day-to-day schedule. Any deviation from the schedule is met with scrutiny and worry. While Brackenshade doesn't entire mind small changes, it still takes him awhile to adjust to them. Large scale changes tend to induce anxiety.
He has a tendency to become obsessed with certain cats or tasks, and refuses to set them aside until he gets what he wants. An example of this would be his desire of love and support from his parents. No matter the outcome, Brackenshade continues to try and win back their favor. It is not known if he is able to stop his obsession willingly.
Beneath all his oddities, he is a truthful, almost to a fault. Brackenshade isn't exactly anyone's first choice of secret keeper, because he sees no reason to keep secrets as they will always be known in time.
He's very gullible, as he's had no reason to not believe what his clanmates have said; perhaps trusting is a better word. His parent's cruel disinterest in him greatly bruised Brackenshade's self-confidence, but with time and understanding he can a very sweethearted friend. He just wants someone to understand.
These precautions are sticking to a strict day-to-day schedule. Any deviation from the schedule is met with scrutiny and worry. While Brackenshade doesn't entire mind small changes, it still takes him awhile to adjust to them. Large scale changes tend to induce anxiety.
He has a tendency to become obsessed with certain cats or tasks, and refuses to set them aside until he gets what he wants. An example of this would be his desire of love and support from his parents. No matter the outcome, Brackenshade continues to try and win back their favor. It is not known if he is able to stop his obsession willingly.
Beneath all his oddities, he is a truthful, almost to a fault. Brackenshade isn't exactly anyone's first choice of secret keeper, because he sees no reason to keep secrets as they will always be known in time.
He's very gullible, as he's had no reason to not believe what his clanmates have said; perhaps trusting is a better word. His parent's cruel disinterest in him greatly bruised Brackenshade's self-confidence, but with time and understanding he can a very sweethearted friend. He just wants someone to understand.
Mental Well-Being
Brackenshade has suffered from many anxieties from birth, and due to the circumstances of such, these problems have long since been ignored and untreated.
He has social anxiety, which often manifests in his unwillingness to attend clan meetings, speak to crowds, and Scopophobia (fear of being stared at). The latter of which is severe and is the reason he is always staring at the ground when around others. Brackenshade finds faces, themselves, to be weird and uncomfortable to look at, especially his own. He is afraid a face will twist into horrible expressions and shapes if stared at for too long.
If that was not enough, he also has Thanatophobia (fear of death) and Claustrophobia (fear of being within enclosed spaces). The former of which is severe and the latter mild, though it presents itself in odd ways. Something as simple as the sky being covered by clouds could cause a panic attack, let alone being inside a small space. When aware of the situation, Brackenshade is able talk himself through it sometimes.
His fear of death, on the other hand, is very severe. Once on his mind, he's filled with dread. What happens after death? Does he cease to exist, or does his spirit stick around but no one can see him... Brackenshade isn't sure which outcome is worse. He has trouble sleeping, has trouble eating, has trouble keeping himself from crying.. This spurred his tendency to always be around someone; even if they don't interact with him, it does help him feel calmer.
He has social anxiety, which often manifests in his unwillingness to attend clan meetings, speak to crowds, and Scopophobia (fear of being stared at). The latter of which is severe and is the reason he is always staring at the ground when around others. Brackenshade finds faces, themselves, to be weird and uncomfortable to look at, especially his own. He is afraid a face will twist into horrible expressions and shapes if stared at for too long.
If that was not enough, he also has Thanatophobia (fear of death) and Claustrophobia (fear of being within enclosed spaces). The former of which is severe and the latter mild, though it presents itself in odd ways. Something as simple as the sky being covered by clouds could cause a panic attack, let alone being inside a small space. When aware of the situation, Brackenshade is able talk himself through it sometimes.
His fear of death, on the other hand, is very severe. Once on his mind, he's filled with dread. What happens after death? Does he cease to exist, or does his spirit stick around but no one can see him... Brackenshade isn't sure which outcome is worse. He has trouble sleeping, has trouble eating, has trouble keeping himself from crying.. This spurred his tendency to always be around someone; even if they don't interact with him, it does help him feel calmer.
History
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